Friday, May 26, 2017

Lost or Found? or Both...

Twenty-six days....has it really been just 26 days? I look back over the dozens of pictures we've taken from the last three weeks and I can hardly remember a day when we weren't traveling. Not long ago a typical day for us started with coffee, walking the dog, checking email -the schedule for the day ahead- a shower-dressed and then facing the world. 
My my my how  quickly things do change! A typical day for us now means waking up- getting my head around where we are, I mean I usually know 'basically' where we are- the South- the Mid-West - the deep West or some place in between. But more often now our morning conversations go something along the lines of " Good  morning! Where are we and what day is it?" . 


 Life on the road we have found, has a way of setting it's own rhythm and we are definitely not in charge of the way it ebbs and flows. Like the rivers we've crossed and the many sunrises we've seen- the steaming ball of orange and yellow and sometime brilliant red- stirs the Earth and everything under it and we rise to face the new offerings that the day and the Universe has planned for us.
 From the first day- those few weeks ago, I have wept my way across America- not tears of sadness really but more tears of humility, of finally seeing for myself- the breathtaking-supernatural beauty around us.  I cry every time I look at canyons or boulders or rivers that have a force and a face and a presence of their own. They don't ask anyone for permission to grow or crumble or shine or rain. Nature needs no permission- she just does what she does when she sees the need and now we see that we are all a part of that on a daily basis.
 Some days ago we landed in Texas' Palo Duro Canyon, a storm came up along the canyon rim. I watched and wept from the canyon floor as a rainbow stretched itself across the sky. A double rainbow- going from lilac to indigo-to brilliant gold- I was moved. It was awe inspiring.



In Arizona Steve and I held hands as tears the size of the desert sun rolled down my face and soaked my shirt. There were just no words to describe the amazing landscapes around us and to KNOW that the hand that created all of this- the hands that can take a boulder and make a mountain, that makes ordinary rain grow into flowering trees or shrubs so that the crawling-creeping or flying beings can quench their thirst. The hands that rock the Universe are the same hands that take care of me and you and us and them.
It's overwhelming to imagine the power and fury that it takes to carve a canyon- is also carving and rearranging me...how can I not be touched.

There's so much I'm learning. There are so many things bubbling inside of me The Creator is still lovingly and gently leading us. Of this we are sure. We knew this last week when Steve and I both came down with a nasty version of the Flu as we camped along the banks of the Rio Grande. We were seriously ill with high fevers, relentless coughing, nausea and other symptoms which we won't go into! We made it for three nights before we were had to abandon our beautiful camping spot and find a hotel nearby. We slept for two days and finally emerged from our sick beds and continued our journey West. We're ok. We're stronger and wiser and what a great story we have to tell! The Universe makes a fine physician.

Today we make ready to head more North than West. Unless we want to go to California today, we will likely end up somewhere around Salt Lake City tonight. But ...every day is a winding road and as my wise and funny traveling companion just reminded me " The sun is up- you are now free to move around the Country". 

Keep the faith my friends. You are not alone. Whatever lovely part of this spinning blue planet you are riding- I challenge you to imagine for just a second that the hands that created the world around you- also created YOU! And of all the beautiful, random, purposeful miracles that have ever been created- YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING!

Namaste my peeps- remember to be kind to everyone you meet today, for we are all connected in this ride called life- together!





Friday, May 5, 2017

Week 1 and We're Off!

Good morning World! I'm writing this from the comfy-welcoming living room of my long time friends Leigh Anne & Bob Boyington. Leigh Anne and I have been friends for over 30 years. We laughingly say that we are living parallel lives as there are so many things we have in common it's sometimes scary! More on that in a sec...

This past Monday we headed North from what has been our Florida home - everything was sold, cleaned, paid, and settled. The camry ( now known as the CAMP-RY) was loaded with our supplies, Steve & I of course our dog Jacks!  First stop Alabama where we camped at the most beautiful and serene setting this side of heaven- Ft Toulouse National Park. Ft Toulouse is just south of Wetumpka where the Coosa and Tallapoosa rivers meet to form the headwaters of the Alabama River. The campground is on a bluff overlooking the Coosa river, shaded by 100 year old southern oaks donning shaws of spanish moss. I could have stayed there forever. 
 After the trauma of last weeks downsizing, Ft Toulouse was just the place for a few days of quiet reflecting.

 




Mid-week we had commitments in Southern Alabama and made the jaunt back south. The weather was most uncooperative- heavy rains, winds and possible tornados...Leigh Anne graciously offered to let us stay with her.
As I'm writing this I am surrounded by the treasures she and Bob and their children have acquired over a lifetime of marriage and friendship. It's bittersweet to see each item on their bookshelves and walls and to know that behind each carefully displayed treasure is a memory of a happier day...you see Bob lost his battle to cancer last month. Leigh Anne and their children are on a journey of their own now as they get accustomed to life without Bob- father-husband and friend. 
I can't imagine their pain nor the fear of the future without their anchor. I understand their loss and how badly they miss Bob and his laughter and his relentless steadfast dedication to his family. Bob was a true gem in a society of fakes. The world is truly a lesser place without him. The picture below is Leigh Anne and Bob - b.c. (before cancer).

 


I am humbled and grateful but I feel small compared to the grief that I know has perched over my precious friend. Leigh Anne's loss easily silences the whiney voice of whatever worries or fears I have rumbling around in my head like the thunder of the storms outside. 

Thank you my friends- Leigh Anne and Bob and Chance and Jill. Thank you for opening your home to us so we could avoid the storm outside and for reminding us that like last night's downpour- the storms in our lives can't hurt us when we share them with friends.



Namaste my friends and Peace for every step of your journey.